Knowing This Moment Would End

The swine flu is spreading so quickly that it's getting scary. I'm not allowed to go watch movies because of it. Sucks? I know. Oh. And now, I have a curfew being online. Timetable. I was forced to make a timetable. Cb PMR.

Thankfully, I've watched Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen. I will say that the show was... EXTREMELY AWESOME! Megan Fox is extremely hot too. xD Whoever who says she's not hot should be prosecuted. Like really.

YOU SEE YOU SEE! T.T

Went with Inkkie and her family for the premiere. Crazy strict. We had to hand in our phones before we could enter or else we would be escorted out of the cinema. Cool right? The movie started at about 9.30 and ended at 12.30. I was literally in war to stay awake. How could I fall asleep in such a good show. Hahaha. I didn't. :D Oh oh. And before going in, we saw the runner up and the 2nd runner up of Akedemi Fantasia 2009. I know who they are because my maid watched that stupid tv show repetitively.

Thank You Lee Inkkie for the ticket. :)

Sports day's tomorrow and I'm totally not involved. Yay. Hopefully I don't go to school and be so lucky to breathe in the microorganism that'd give me H1N1. Touch wood. Omg. 6 schools or maybe 7 has closed down. Let not Taman Sea be the next.





- Zenn






I don't want to go for tuition.

You Can Change Your Mind

Happy father's day to the father. I know he'll never read this but just for the sake of wishing. Hahhaa. xD Yesterday, my family and my mom's friends. A whole bunch of my mom's friends went for dinner in Kepong. I really have no idea how she can complain about my friends being noisy. Neither do I have any idea how they can talk for so long. Waiting for food to come, maybe 2 hours? Eat maybe an hour? AFTER THAT! Maybe a few more hours.

This is what happens when the children get bored. I see spectacles, I play with spectacles. It's obviously not mine okay. I don't need spectacles. :D

This little kid here is 11 and hahaha.. nevermind. She was nice enough to lend me her spectacles to play with and take pictures for me. Sounds so much like I abused her. Haha.

One thing about these kind of dinners with my mom's friends. There's always at least 5 bottles of wine. And I say at least. I think there was 9 last night? And when I get bored and nobody wants to layan me. Taking a few sips is good. Get dizzy and fall asleep. Hahaha. I didn't get dizzy and fall asleep. So I decided to not be so anti-social and went to where the old people were sitting to listen to their 18sx jokes.
To be honest, food was HORRIBLE. I woke up with lots and lots of gas. Guess what happens next?? :X Joke.

Finally left that place at 11.30 and I got chased to sleep at 12.30? Waking up at 7 is not fun. -_- I feel like I'm lack of sleep. And I guess I'm gonna fall sick. Yay me. From my right eye being swollen, now my left eye's swollen. Better not be swollen tomorrow.. how am I supposed to go to school if they are. T.T

My nose is running away.






- Zenn






You always have a choice.

Feeling Speechless At That Moment

It's exactly a year that my beloved X-zi have passed away. I miss him to death. I still remember the times when he'd turn around when I come downstairs just for me to rub his tummy. How he'd scratch my room door until I'd open it and let him come on the bed. I also remember the time where he'd jump onto Karr-Nn's head just to pull her rubber band off with his mouth. He'd do whatever it takes. Even biting her hair. I love how annoying he was. Hahaha.

Well, all those came to an end. His last moment in this world was being in my arms. I hope he heard me when I told him he had been a good boy. I hope he heard me when I told him we all love him. I hope he heard me when I apologized for the times we hit him. Now it's been a year ever since.. Time just flies. I miss you.

The day you passed away, I remember the field was covered with pink and white flowers. Somehow.. The trees happened to have flowers dropping. I guess everything was just meant to be. I think I cried for three days or more. -___- Out of tears. Out of words.







- Zenn








When you pick something up, you have to be prepared to let it go.

If That Makes You Happy

I'm so tired that I can hardly type properly now. So the three days course (Achiever's platform-memory and leadership course) is over and school has reopened. I feel proud because I was very close to falling asleep in school today. :D We're getting our results back. Haha. Fml. It's 10.30 and I'm going to fall asleep already. I'm such a loser. xD

I liked the course surprisingly. It wasn't what I expected. Hahahaha. Really nothing like what I expected. I think I almost got a lock jaw laughing too much. Learning a lot was one thing and it also made me realize a whole lot of things. Basically, it made me feel like an idiot and a horrible person. What on earth would actually make me realize that right???!? xD

This is what happens when I trust Lee Inkkie's status. It says away and so, I didn't greet her. Read the conversation and you'd roughly know how she called me action. Okay.. And then. When I tell her I'm going to post up the conversation, this is what she gives me.

She didn't even write my name properly and she drew me with a mutated head. I'm never ever ever ever going to trust her status anymore. Hahaha. Kakak! You better be there to reply me the next time you set your status to away! If not I'll draw you with a mutated head. <3 Itulah kakakkie aku yang amat ku sayangi. Oh. She even said she wanted to gang bang we without a gang. Haha. There's more.

Time to sleep. :)






- Zenn







You'd never know how far they'd go to give you all their love can give.

My Dog Is Balding

I'm back from all the travelling. Finally. To those who miss me, HI! To those who're gonna go "oh fuck, she's back", HO HO HO! I"M BACK. :D This few days away I went to Penang, Kampar, Ipoh and Camerons. 2 days in Penang wasn't very nice. Why?? Firstly, I started eating like there was no tomorrow and got a bloody diarrhea. Secondly, I was stopped by the mother from eating oily food which you know is hell when you see everyone eating and all you can do is stare. Then! Half the day there, you're on the road caught in a jam. How nice is that?? -_-

I think I got more tanned. :D D:

Baba Nyonya House.

Chickens laying eggs.

Some farm where we ate a whole lot of durians. xD

Flies sticking to some really sticky paper. ewwwww. They were still moving. I hate flies. Hahah.

Moving on.. we went to Kampar. Spent a night there. Eat again. Of course. Explains why I feel so much fatter and so much lazier. Lazy to walk. Lazy to blog. Lazy to eat. HAHAHA. You know I'm kidding. Lazy to eat?! Oh yeah. We had more durian in Penang. It was said that the durians came from a hundred year old tree? I don't know. I just know the durians tasted so good and that we bought some back and smuggled them into the hotel. xD Horrible right. I pity the next family that stays in the family suite. The smell is definitely gonna stay there for at least a week?

Left for camerons the next day. Camerons was nice. Not very cold. Enjoyable. But the number of people and flies there weren't very nice. The place I stayed in was okay as well. I freaked out when I saw the toilet. Nothing horrible laa. Just that I have a weird thing for toilets. And when I was trying to go to sleep. I swear to God what I heard weren't dogs barking or howling.

We went to the bee farm. I got forced into walking through that place there okay. I think I was about to cry. To be exact, I ran and dodged while going through that whole farm. I hate bees. T.T I'm less scared of snakes than bees. Fucking tiny sharp asses insects.

Seeee. Snake. :D This snake doesn't lay eggs f.y.i. They give birth. Cool right.

Every night in the hotel we gamble till 1-2 a.m. and wake up at 9 in the morning. I think I'm lack of sleep. I ate too much. I'm fat and I'm gonna spend the last three days of my holiday in some memory course which starts from 9 a.m. - 6 p.m. Fml. I'm going to die. I'm also going to die because I have 'smelly to-fu' in my house. I die. I die. My so very cool maid thinks they soaked the tofu in horse pee. HAHAHAHA.

Notice that blue sign board thing. 'Pinang Medical Supplies' They highlighted the PMS. Hahaha. I somehow find it quite entertaining. xD I'm so weird.

I think I won't go on about my holiday anymore. I want to cry. I need to sleep and wake up early. -_- Bye to the world. Bye my holiday.







- Zenn






Meet the family. Eat strawberries. Omg. I'm being stupid. xD

Wandering In The Dark

I just got back from my sort of holiday to Kluang, Johor yesterday. Explains the lack of blogging. xD So all you do on a holiday to Kluang is eat. Then, eat. More eating. And lastly, eat. I believe I've put on enough weight to join WWE or something. Die die die.

This sinful act was done at about 12 a.m. See what I mean by eating non stop? We(my relatives and I) had at least 5 meals a day. :D Hahaha. We went to Batu Pahat on Monday and we had 3 meals of lunch I think. Or maybe more. I don't know.

Okay.. So other than eat, we went visit this temple where the fishes are as big as I am. Like seriously. People say if we're that lucky to get to touch it, you'll strike lottery. I was hoping for 7 A's instead. I did manage to touch the tail. We'll see what happens. I hurt my neck trying to do so. Overstretched. xD

There. It's huge. Like really as big as I am.

The view from the temple.

Such hot weather.. what is it that we CANNOT forget?????

DURIANS!!!!

Of course that wasn't all be bought. There were a lot more actually. I love durians. :D

After 5 days. I'm finally home. Took the train there and back. What's missing is a dslr. T.T

So.. I'm back and fat. Anyone up for exercise?? I really need exercise. After that we can go for dim sum. xD Fine.. Salad maybe? EXERCISE!!!! Please tell me someone needs it as much as I do. Let's go Kiara Park or play netball or play badminton. Or go for a jog. Anything. Anyone??

Fortunately/Unfortunately, my holiday isn't ending yet. There's still Penang and Ipoh. And maybe Redang. T.T I don't wanna get any fatter. Penang and Ipoh's gonna be enough to kill me. I don't want!!





- Zenn





The whole time I was away, I left something behind.