I Always Knew Why

I've been a very lazy person lately. As you can see, I haven't been blogging. xD I kinda like sleeping at 1 and waking up at 7. I'm getting used to it. Okay.. Not really. I'm like a pain in the ass in school when I'm tired. Maafkan saya.

Went to watch Terminator Salvation last night. It was the premiere. The amount of people there can easily suffocate a person. When you can get free popcorn and a small cup of pepsi, I guess this is what happens. This was sponsored by Domino's Pizza, so I have many many many free pizzas. Sure get fat. Die la.

See the amount of people?! I've never seen people lining up outside the cinema like that. Particularly in Cineleisure.


This is a terminator t-shirt in a pizza box.

Overall, the show was very good. Not what I expected. I wouldn't mind watching the show again. Hahaha. People who have a weak heart cannot watch. xD Have you seen a person jump 5 cm of the chair out of shock???? Ask my cousin, Low Karr-Nn how that was possible. Not only once by the way. Hilarious I tell you.

I can't believe it. I'm watching playhouse disney in Chinese. -_- Not of my own will okay. There's a kid in my house hogging the TV. I'm back to my childhood phase. Life's good.






- Zenn







Things I refuse to listen to.

Freedom Is Mine

As most of you know, EXAMS ARE OVER. History was... -_- as usual. Nothing I can say about it. I'm just too happy that the exams are over and I can come online without being threatened. For example " DO YOU WANT ME TO BREAK THE COMPUTER?! GO OFF NOW! ". Haha. Yeahh.. Something like that. No. Exactly like that. But not only that. Shows how miserable my life is when there are examinations on.

A day before the history paper which means yesterday. Hahaha. I couldn't be bothered to study although I knew I had to. The American Idol results did affect me. cb. cb. cb. I ended up with a few chapters in my brain. A few among 20++ chapters? I'm hopeless. I fall asleep too often.

Why did I only get a few chapters in my brain among 20++ chapters?? Hahaha. Not only because of American Idol actually. When you have the radio on with a crazy surround system in the room and a very very entertaining finger-cuff, how to study you tell me?


I got those from Thailand many years ago. I lost the keys to it. xD So creative. Use scissors. :D I will never let someone I hate get handcuffed to me with my handcuffs. What if I lose the keys and the handcuffs cannot be opened without the keys. Omg. DON"T PLAY WITH HANDCUFFS. People I like then nevermind la. :D :D :D Okay. Whatever.

So after the history paper, not all of us were totally free. We still had our Interact B.O.D interview. After 6 years not going for an interview, today I went for an interview. I hate the feeling when you have to wait for your turn. Not fun. Super super not fun. We were all freaking out while waiting. People were sitting at corners, standing by the corridor trying to get some quiet to memorise the Interact song and pledge. Hahaha. 3 hours wait. How do you think that felt??

Stress. Hahahaha. Kugan's lame jokes did help a little though.

American Idol. American Idol. Sighhh. T.T Not satisfied. I like what he wore while waiting for the results. :D Adam. Not Kris. If you didn't notice, Kris is always under dressed. Come on. It's the finale, a t-shirt and a coat???

We are the champions.

Why did the results turn out like that. I get horrible marks for my BM and English, I blame it on the American Idol results. So depressing. I was mourning half the day after that. Hahaha. My mom, my aunt and some other people were so happy that Kris Allen won but my dad and my sister's were being emotional over the results. T.T I was very very easily irritated by the Kris Allen fans' taunts yesterday. So not me.

Oh well, both of them will do well. I think I'm going to buy Adam Lambert's first album. Hahahaha. I'm such a hardcore fan. Clap hands. :D

- Zenn







I took more than an hour to finish writting this post. -_- I'm awesome.

Nothing I Can Do

When people call me weird, sometimes I really can't deny it. Let me give you an example. A person like me cannot fall asleep in class. Good? No. Why? Because when I finish my exam paper extremely fast and I'm left with 45 minutes, I CAN"T FUCKING SLEEP. -_- Today, I was doing my PJK paper while staring at my watch hoping to finish fast enough so I can TRY to sleep. I couldn't sleep. ): I was and am damn damn damn tired. Everything seems blur to me now.

I won't be making piles of dust after I finish my papers and still get no sleep. I think I'd start cutting myself. -_- I am exaggerating.

You know what??? American Idol's on live Thursday morning right? fml fml fml fml. Stupid school examinations. If it isn't for English,BM and Geo but some stupid subject, I swear to God I'd skip it to watch Adam Lambert perform. :D Kris Allen too. I'm quite desperate for Adam Lambert to win. I actually read the newspaper after God knows how long just to read an article about him and American Idol and Kris Allen. (I hate newspapers)

That's a crazy nice white suit by the way. I love guys in suits. :D :D :D

If I were to be in America, I'm sure I'd bang on the phone(vote) for Adam Lambert until my fingers bleed. Okay.. To make some happy, Kris Allen is good looking. -_- Okay looking actually, Heartless was awesome but I still want Adam to win. Come on.. you know Adam has a better voice and he's quite good looking too. xD

I'm off to sleep for half an hour then start studying. I want to cry. My life sucks.





- Zenn




I want to cry...

In The Name Of Art

3 papers down, many more to go. Hahaha. So far, English and Bm paper 2 is over and the most horrible paper ever, Moral is over as well. :D I'm not ready for math and science. Die die die. 5 more days to go. I have this weird problem. I can't study unless it's pass 12. So I've been sleeping late and waking up early. I don't want those eye bags. :( Not good.

Having roast pork twice in a week is no good for the stomach either. Haha. That's bullshit. It's so awesome but fattening. I've been eating quite a lot lately. Must be the pressure due to examinations. xD I know.. Bullshit again.

It tastes a lot better than it looks. xD

Yesterday the mother asked Karr-Nn and I to teman her to OU just to eat dessert. -_- I know. She loves to call me fat but she loves to stuff me with food too. Life is good. And bad.

I don't really like the dessert there. My mom loves it. I prefer Ice cream. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

After dessert, we went to the supermarket to buy some stuff and a lot of Yakult.

Note the price difference okay. The red one is RM 3.89 as you can see and the blue one is RM 4.50. What's the difference? The blue one has 50% less sugar. People are paying more to get less sugar. Hahaha. What's wrong with the world. People always complain about this and that being expensive. For example, they order food, pay a large amount and the portion doesn't turn out to be as big as they expected. They start complaining. But now, they pay more to get less sugar. Awesome. Shouldn't the price be cut down by half?? xD

I sound so much like Beatrice. So calculative. :D Hi Beatrice.

Don't worry. I'm not like that. It's just fun to speak of the human mind sometimes. Hahah. I want to eat Ice cream.

This is what happens when I go into Sun Moulin. Haha. They sell awesome bread. Very attractive in appearance too.

I love bread. My mother only wanted to buy a loaf of bread because I gobbled up those she bought not long ago. Kaya and butter and butter and butter with bread. <3

We I ended up with this. We were only in the shop for less than 3 minutes so that pretty much shows that I grabbed almost everything that I saw attractive. I'm such a glutton.

:D I loveeeeeeee.


I'm so full. I feel like sleeping but I can't cause I've to get back to studying which is quite impossible because it's not pass 12 a.m yet. I suck... No. I'm awesome!







- Zenn





How nice if I could study as though I'm keeping up with you. xD I'd score 7 A's. Hahaha.

What's Left Of Me

Exams coming in 48 hours. I die.

Karr-Nn(she's still not over wushu ball) and her brother who are unfortunately my cousins has nothing better to do other than throw tennis balls to each other in the house risking the chance of breaking everything breakable. -_- For example the Guan Yin statue.

Have I mentioned how much I hate and love my sisters. xD I guess not. Haha. On Saturday after I got home from grocery shopping with my kakak sulung and her boyfriend, she decided to ask me to try on a high waist skirt. Cb. Thinking that since I'm so damn fat, obviously I can't fit right. She dragged me all the way upstairs to try it on. -_- Drag I tell you.

Fine. I gave in and tried it on. Shut up people. You all will never see me in a skirt. Okay.. Anyway, I didn't break it. The zipping part. Ho ho. My sister didn't even bother trying to hook the buckle. Bitch. xD This is the conversation we had.

Skirt trying 101
The kakak : Oh. The first one can la. Second one cannot.
Me : Who say cannot?! You didn't even try!
*tries it myself* - success -
Me : SEE! CAN!
The kakak : OH MY GOD?! You can fit?! OMG!? GO SHOW DADDY! OMG!
Me : I'm not that fat... AND NO! I'm not showing daddy.
*Holds onto everything I can hug* - fail -

My sister managed to drag(again) me to the stairs. My father came running up the stairs just to see. Wtf. So hard to believe that I'm not fat is it? First the were people who didn't believe that I'm my mom's daughter instead of sister and now my family members don't believe that I'm not fat. -_- Nevermind. After my dad, my sister started screaming for her boyfriend to see. cb cb cb cb cb cb cb. He ran up in less than 2 seconds. He gave the same reaction my sister gave. T.T

I know this is a no fat people sign which is quite mean but I'll take it as a I'm not fat sign okay. :D I used to be fat. No discrimination. My sister finally got over me being able to fit the skirt after telling every single family member of mine. Hahah.

I finally know why I don't like eating apples. It is because I suck in cutting apples. The seed area especially. I cut 12 apples the other day. My right hand died. Being close to losing a finger or two is not fun. Things I do for my mother. And food. Oh well, we enjoyed our 100 bucks pork.

The sister and I are the lousiet buyers ever.





- Zenn






You know how I feel :)

So Near Yet So Far

Today I went for some interact charity thing at the Chempaka Buddhist Lodge. Served people diluted tea, walked in and out of the dining area uncountable times, almost broke my back, almost burnt my hand, washed cups, walked around after the washing and went to the park :). All for a good cause. I felt happy. I feel happy although I feel like I'm going to die now. Still happy. :D

I discovered quite a few cool stuff in China. :) Two only actually. The day that I was gonna leave China, I saw this cool machine outside the hotel. Haha. 9 days there and only on the 9th day I saw it. So ignorant. Wanna know what?


"Condom Self-Service" "No Aids" The buttons: "1 yuan(rm 0.50), 2 yuan(rm 1.00), 3 yuan(rm 1.50)" (For those who don't know how to read Chinese). Freaking cheap condoms right? Probably all of them come with holes. But look at the machine, looks like it has pretty good business. It looks overused. I regret not buying some back.

Next thing I saw. Hmm.. On the way to dinner, I passed a shop that had you know those kind of standing sign boards sorta thing.

It was a lit up white standing sign board. About half of my height? On the sign board outside a shop, it stated " SEX ". HAHAHA. And some other Chinese words la. Don't know how to read. Public area okay. Not even some red district area. Just an area. I glanced into the shop and I think all those accessories were sold there. You know what I mean. xD I also regret I didn't get to go into that shop.

What has China done to me. T.T Enough with sex and stuff.

On the signboard of another shop, a tattoo shop.

Since the words were upside down, I had to turn my head upside down to read it. Literally la. I still didn't get it though. I didn't bother looking at the pictures right beside the sign board la okay. xD "TOTOO". Hahaaha. Looks like it right??? I plan to get a tattoo some day. :D

I bought playboy shoes!!!! I think I like the playboy bag more than the shoes.

My mom gave it away. :( I want my playboy bag!!!





- Zenn





Why didn't I stay longer. 15 minutes. T.T

Did You Forget, Don't You Forget

Hello :) The nightmare's back. Haha. For two days already actually. I was just too lazy to blog. Too tired in fact. So what did I do in China.. nothing actually. Only sit down and read the history text book while waiting for my mom to finish her tuning lessons. It's not a short period of time by the way. It was from 9-12 and then it continues for 2.30 to 5. Five days. I'm awesome. History's actually quite interesting.

I read up to chapter 6. :D Clap hands. Oh oh. I actually had two days to shop. And yes, we used up a lot of money. My MOM used a lot of money. Other than that, all we do is eat and sleep. The weather was really good. Unlike here in Malaysia -_-.

People from all around the world attended the tai chi/80th grandmaster birthday thing. People who know how to speak English, people who speak Spanish, etc etc. It was like a blessing to hear people speaking proper English after 2 days walking around listening to people speak in only mandarin.

I attempted to kill myself because I was too bored and I started thinking too much.

Hahaha. I was joking. I hurt myself when I was half awake while trying to pull my phone charger from under the bed. xD I ought to get 7 A's (joke). Everyday in China, I wake up at 6.30. "Holiday". The sun rises at 5.30 so I can't sleep. It's hard to wake up late. I thought it was 10 o'clock when I woke up in the morning the next day after I arrived in China. Let me show you why.

6.39 a.m. -_- Sun goes down quite early as well. Sleep at maybe 9 or 10 everyday? haha.

Shanghai bund for the fourth time. Crazy cold I tell you.

Sweet strawberry. Really. Not sour at all. I miss it. :( The sprite there tastes different too. Tastes better of course. I only drink sprite and beer there. Well mostly sprite and beer. :D I have very few pictures. Maafkan saya.

People from China are inconsiderate. Why? They don't bother about traffic lights, I doubt they care about driving into someone. -_- And, you're lucky to not hear a hon for a whole 10 minutes. Malaysia's good in some ways. People don't spit everywhere. xD



My eldest sister went to Thailand and got my dog a bath robe.

Cute right? We didn't have that on her for long. It'd be categorized under pet abuse.





- Zenn



I got what I wanted. What I needed. The truth. :)